fear

It's the lunar new year and the year is going at full speed ahead. It's moving fast, and I think my NS experience will end soon enough.

It's amazing how one offhand remark by that one person can affect me this badly.

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.









I just had the most most most enjoyable soccer session I have
ever had for a few months today.To see 7 years of understanding translate
 into movement and passing on the pitch is quite a wonderful feeling I must say.
Yan fong was really emoish today and I don't blame him. Enlisting's tough,
on the body and especially on the mind.  To suddenly lose your friends and family
 to go to a hostile unfamiliar domain can be tough. I do hope he becomes an officer,
because he really deserves it. I hope my parade has inspired him, that all the shit is worth it.

Im really feeling super melancholic now, and I do miss you.

cause you take me by the heart when you take me by the hand

You should know it's true.
Just now, the part about my love for you,
And how my hearts about to burst,
Into a thousand pieces.
So, it must be true.
And they'll believe us too soon.

Baby, it's fact,
Our love is true.
The way black is black,
And blue is just blue.
My love is true,
It's a matter of fact.
Oh, and you love me too.
It's a simple as that.
Baby, our love is true.